So God is winning.
Seems like I'm getting a lot of encouragement with school. Its not a done deal that I'm gonna do great... I already messed up my chances of excelling. We'll have to see though... I wonder what will happen. But I'm not going to let my mind dwell on that.
Another thing that shows me that God is winning... are all these amazing opportunities that keep presenting themselves. Last night I talked to my neighbor L.T. (first real talk) and it led into our beliefs. It was intense... we talked for maybe 2 hours. All I kept doing in my head was praying for words, for him to have an open heart, and that I'd be patient. It felt very much like we were talking in circles... but I can see that there may be some conviction in there. It wasn't easy and I saw no immediate results... but praise God that He even gave me that opportunity to speak the REASON I live! It was a testimony even to myself!
Also... my heart feels more whole recently. Not wandering off in its own thoughts... the deceits that it would place in me. No. Right now I feel clear minded and I'm not sure why. God's blessing of course... and I pray and hope that it continues this way.
Just thought I'd give my update :)
About Me
- annapz87
- There's so much one can write about one's self... but why does a description of my ambitions or my looks matter? In the end its all going to be dust in the wind... pointless... but I guess one thing that I can say about myself that isn't going to be void is the fact that I'm a full-time employee to the Lord Jesus Christ... and that He is the only one worth living for.
2 comments:
woohoooo! Go God Go!
glad to hear you're climbing up the slope =P
It's so awesome to hear how God is working in your life, Anna! I've very happy to hear how at ease He's made you.
You never know what might happen with L.T. A lot of times I feel I don't do well enough talking to ppl, but if you let the Holy Spirit do it's work, you cannot fail.
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